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Different pieces of writing and blogs that I find interesting or that I wrote. Feel free to comment, but be polite.

Writers Write

The cover art for the anthology

I’m so excited that my first short story is coming out in the MetaHuman Press Anthology Modern Gods.  The title of my story is Ice Beauty.  I hope when it is released you’ll check it out.  However, it got me thinking that I now need to put more of a focus on my writing than I ever have before.  LOL!  Those of you following me know that I have very little time.  Writers write, right?  Well, yes, but many of us also take care of toddlers, have full time jobs, social lives, etc.  As I type this, I have a sick toddler lying at my feet finally passing into a restful nap.  I can still smell the vomit from earlier this morning.  The French doors into the back yard are open so the dog can run in and out without my assistance, and my husband is running errands for me.  All of this so that I can get a few more minutes, hopefully hours, of writing in.  Then I’ll put away pen and paper (laptop) and get back to cleaning, feeding, hugging, listening, disciplining, and a multitude of other things.

If you are a writer and you feel overwhelmed by life, you are in good company.  If you find a way to keep writing despite  the obstacles, you are in great company.  So, yeah – writers write.  They write with limited time and sleep, and they write with lots of distractions.   But they write.

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A Eulogy for a Walking Stick

The Walking Stick was walking in the dead of night.
He had no need for fright.
All the birds were aslumber not a one left to fight.

He journeyed out this fine night in Phasmidiac ease.
Listening to the breeze,
He wandered onto my house leaving his leafy trees.

How was he to know his life was about to end?
A scream the night did rend.
Broken stick upon the ground my sorrow cannot mend.

(c) 2012  Bonnie J. Sterling

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The Path to Insanity is Lined with Good Intentions

This is an article I wrote for MarketPlace Connection’s Blog. It may give you insight as to why so long between posts.  I’ll do better.

Overwhelmed.  I get overwhelmed often.  It’s my good intentions that kill me.  I want to help out my friends, teach at my church, volunteer for special projects at work, spend time with extended family and friends, write, keep my house clean, and spend time with my husband.  The problem is that I often spread myself so thin that one thing runs on top of another especially when life throws in a hiccup or two that I didn’t plan.

According to the Bible, “everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial.  Everything is permissible, but not everything is constructive.” (1 Cor. 10:23NIV)  The Bible is talking specifically about eating and drinking in this passage, but I think it applies to more than that.  While there are many good and wonderful things that we can do, it is not necessarily beneficial or constructive for us to try and do all of them.

Balance in life is important.  A friend of mine once said that I should grab my calendar at the beginning of the year and mark one weekend every month as a “do nothing” weekend.  It is a day when I can’t plan anything.  It’s a day to stay home and do the things that allow me to rest and recalibrate.  I am also trying to learn that I have to allot my time.  Thanks to modern technology, it is now easier than ever to sync work, personal, and family calendars.

I hope that if you find you too are overwhelmed, you will stop and take time to pick out the things in your life that are most beneficial.  Good luck and God’s peace to you.

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Late Night with Lucian

Cover for Lucian

Last night, I arrived home in my usual semi-comatose state.  Next to me lay the next book I intended to read. Life had been it’s usual busy self, so the book was still patiently awaiting my first foray into its ink-covered pages.  Feeling sorry for it, I picked up the book thinking that I would get a few pages read before I fell asleep as is my usual wont.  I was oh…so…wrong.

Van Allen Plexico‘s book Lucian: Dark God’s Homecoming is a thrilling and interesting book.  Lucian (the dark god, the devil, etc.) is being framed for a crime he didn’t commit.  He’ll do what it takes to prove his innocence.  When he finds himself the protector of human naval space officers, his mood is not improved.  What kind of dark god is he to care about the welfare of a few humans?  He needs to find out who the guilty party is in order to seek vengeance.

Plexico does an excellent job starting the story in the middle of the action and not stopping until you reach the surprising end.  Not only are you on the run with Lucian and his reluctant allies, but you are also start doing some thinking about what makes a person who they are.  Halfway through the book, I wanted to grab my computer and begin a discussion with the author.   Gaining control of myself, I continued reading.   At some point, I made a sandwich for my dinner and ate with one hand while holding the book with the other.  (I didn’t want to put it down to make dinner.)  Later my husband arrived and occasionally walked by putting a beverage in my hand.  When he put the pets to bed, I went to my bed to continue reading.  My poor body could take no more and conked out at some point.  This morning, I asked my husband to drive me to work so could finish the last pages on the way.  Now I want to know if there is more.  What’s going to happen to … nevermind, I don’t want to spoil it for you.  Go get it and read it!

Okay, for my conservative friends looking for book recommendations, there are I believe two mild oaths used.  I would recommend the book for around 12-years-old and up.  The main character of the book is called Lucian and the devil, but is not the Christian devil.

If you read it, let me know what you think.

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Yesteryear – A Pulp Treat

The stock market crash of 1929 and the Great American Heatwave, which led to the dust bowl, saw the best and worst in people.  During that time, some people rose to meet the challenges and needs of mankind.  They became heroes.  Others sank into the shadows becoming villains.  Did you know that  whole world of superheroes and villains has been lost?  My first venture into the world of New Pulp is Tommy Hancock‘s Yesteryear.

Yesteryear introduces us to J.C. Smithenson.  Smithenson’s entire life has been shaped by a book he’s never seen.  This book is a collection of stories, interviews, and secret information on heroes and villains alike.  People have died trying to bring it to light.  Imagine the place Smithenson is in when the book shows up in his home.

The novel takes the reader from the present to the past effortlessly pulling us into the pros and cons of this tell-all book being made available to the common man.  The reader is also introduced to some great characters along the way.  Hancock uses fonts and  language to give us a true sense of finding a book of pulled together news clippings, handwritten interviews, and quickly scrawled messages.  His use of language and dialect give life and uniqueness to his characters and make the reader believe in them.  The book is fast paced action with characters you’ll never forget I think it is well written and entertaining.

Now many of you ask me to recommend books for your children.  I would say that this book will appeal more to young men than young women (although I loved it.)  It is probably more appropriate for 14 years and up due to the crimes committed and some mild language.

If you’ve read it, please let me know what you think.

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Pulp Fiction NOT the Movie

Okay, I’ll admit it.  If you mention Pulp Fiction to me, I immediately think of the movie with John Travolta and some other people.  To be honest, I fall in the I hate it category.  I couldn’t watch it – not because of some moralistic stand, but because it jumped around and didn’t hold my attention or make me care about the characters.  So, if you say Pulp Fiction, I often tune out.  However, I learned some things this past weekend at MidSouthCon.  One of the things I learned about was Pulp Fiction – true Pulp Fiction.

At it’s earliest, Pulp Fiction referred to the type of paper the fiction was printed on.  Pulp paper was the paper that was left over after you made high quality paper.  It was cheap, the ink often smeared, and the pages were a bit yellow.  And on those yellowed pages, what was considered the dross of the literary world was printed.  However, you would be surprised at the names you hear mentioned in the world of Pulp: H.P Lovecraft, Ian Fleming, and Louis L’Amour to name a few.  Today the idea of Pulp Fiction has morphed from meaning things printed on low quality paper to representing a style of story that is fast-paced with larger-than-life characters – a style reminiscent of that found in those yellowed pages.

If you’d like to learn more about Pulp Fiction you can go to Pro Se Press, where you will find information on New Pulp that is being published and a Pulp Obscura page to help you learn about some of the old characters that have been lost to today’s culture.

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MidSouthCon, Etiquette, and Cat

Imagine being in a crowded hallway. You dodge medieval knights, nobility, and peasants. All of a sudden you find yourself facing a couple of stormtroopers weapons at the ready as a Wookiee quickly darts down another hall. Slipping past the stormtroopers, you find yourself encircled by nubile dancers clothed in ornate flowing robes eyes peering at you from their veil covered faces. And as you are suddenly shanghaied by a pirate, you realize that this is not a dream. You are in fact at MidSouthCon, a regional Science Fiction, Fantasy, Science, Comics, Costuming, Anime, and Gaming convention held annually.

I had the privilege of attending for the first time this year.  The writers’ conference was my reason for attending, and my friend Lisa Collins  is the instigator person who convinced me to attend.  Imagine my joy knowing that I would be surrounded by writers like Michael Stackpole, Cat Rambo, and Glenn Cook!

One of the first things I attended was a panel on Con Etiquette.  As a newbie and someone that loves to know what to expect, this was the ideal first panel.  What I learned was pretty much everything I had thought or planned was wrong.  This was not the place to go and try showing my work, but was a place to learn from others and make some friends in the writing community.  The only thing I needed was a friendly attitude, listening ears, and business cards.  Fortunately, I did think to print a few at the last minute.  (See I got something right. )  I also learned that stalking the authors is bad.  Okay, well, you might think this one is obvious; but, apparently, not everyone finds it as obvious.   I was horrified to hear what some people have done and felt bad for the authors who had to figure their way out of awkward situations.

Well, progress the weekend and it seems that every corner, panel, and meal seemed to lead us into the path of Cat Rambo.  Try as we might to avoid the magnetic pull of Cat, we continued to find her whether she was speaking, on the panel, or just listening.  Finally, the confrontation happened.  Lisa walked onto the elevator to take her to our room and onto the same elevator walks Cat.  Lisa turned and asked directly, “Are you stalking me?”  The irony and hilarity of the comment sent Cat into a fit of laughter.  It is our claim to fame this weekend that we were stalked by Cat Rambo.  How many of you can say that?  ;)

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MidSouthCon

Today, I am going to MidSouth Con to attend the writers conference.  To say I’m scared would be understating things greatly.  I am also very excited by it.  Thanks to my wonderful friend, Lisa M. Collins, I am on my way.  So, what do I hope to accomplish.  I hope to rid myself of a lot of my fears by really learning from the authors and editors what I need to do in order to give myself a chance in the writing market.

I go with the hopes of being inspired.  And I go with the hopes of making new contacts and friends who will also encourage me in my literary endeavors.  It’s all part of putting my feet to the pavement.  I must learn more about this craft and actively pursue it if it is my dream.  And it is.

So, stay tuned my friends.  There should be some changes a’ comin’!

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Fluent Self – Encouraging, Refreshing, and FUN!

I’ve shared some poems that others have written in previous Otter blogs, but today I want to share a blog that I LOVE. It is called Fluent Self and is written by Havi Brooks and her business partner Selma. (I suggest ignoring the rest of this blog and following the previously provided link to her blog. But if you want to know what you’ll find, read on.) When I first found this site, I sighed a big sigh of relief and thought, “Finally! Someone knows what I struggle with.” She has creative and fun ways to talk about things that keep you from “the thing, you know THE THING” – whatever it is that you want, desire, plan, or wish you could do. You know the thing that you’re always saying you are going to do some day. Yes, that’s it. She talks about Destuckification and Biggification.

She works at a Playground and is a Pirate Queen. She has a First Mate and a whole crew, who help her out. When she gets stuck it is usually a problem with one of her monsters, so she sits down to talk with her monster. She teaches you how you too can do these things. If you read and study her blog without much comment, you’re considered a lurker mouse – and she loves and encourages her mice. In face, that’s what I love most about her blog is how encouraged and loved you feel just reading the blog even though she doesn’t know who you are. It’s quite a gift.

Now if you’re reading this and you think it sounds absurd, don’t go. You’re probably not the right person for her and really she doesn’t want the negativity. However, if it sounds cute, creative, fun, interesting, or wonderfully bizarre, go and check it out. I don’t fawn much or often, but I love this blog.

Oh, I forget. There are some of you who will look at the blog and wonder if I’ve become a Shivanaut and wonder what that even is. The answer is no. That is not for me, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t glean from all the wonderful knowledge that she shares. Also, I believe that dance and/or movement can open the creative side of your mind just as much as any other creative activity can also help exercise that part of your brain. Of course with dance, you get all the benefits of physical exercise as well.

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Room to Write

Purple room with Writing Desk

Too girly for the boys...

My wonderful husband decided this weekend to give up his office and make it into a writing/creative room for me. This has led to paint, and curtains, and furniture rearrangements. He is being supportive of my desire to write and to create. This also comes about a week or two after a friend and I discussed the importance of my committing time and space in my life for writing. When I told my dear friend, she began to pray that this would come about. Be wary when faithful friends pray for you, things begin to change.

Well, I now have a friend praying for my writing and my husband creating a place for me to write. The only thing left is to become committed to my own goal. Yes, it is possible to have a goal and not commit to it. If you’ve ever broken a New Year’s Resolution or cheated on your weight loss plan, you understand. The passage of time is often my biggest motivator. Well, today I had a little awakening. I’ve been “planning” to write a book since I could hold a pencil. I’m about to turn 38, which puts me just a few years from 40. I still have not finished a book!! It is WAY past time. I do not want to be 40 without a book written whether it’s been accepted or rejected is irrelevant (although I can hope for the former).

So now I have a room to write, accountability to write, and a deadline! I think it’s time for me to write.

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